Decisions

What would you say if I told you I love you?
What would you say if I told you I need you, that you are the air I breathe, you give me life.
You are the beat of my heart, the smile on my face, what would you say if I told you I miss you, I long to feel your touch, long to kiss you, long to have you close.
What would you do if I tell you I’m lost without you, I feel empty being away from you, you are the reason I found joy in my heart.
What would you do if I tell you I love you and don’t want to love anyone else, my heart belong to you, I see forever in your eyes, I feel forever in your touch, I want our lives to be one.
What would you do if I tell you all these things, would you believe me, would you love me in return, would you trust me with your heart?
What would you do because I’m ready to love you and give you all of me.

Life Line

I don’t want to hear your voice, I don’t want to see your face.
I don’t want to be reminded of the source of my pain.
But I can’t escape you, I can’t run from you, I can’t be free of you as you are free of me.
You are my survival, my life line, I need you more than you need me so I can’t run from you.
The same person that is sustaining my life is also draining it away.
You are my life line so I have to hear your voice and be reminded of the pain, I have to see your face and see the source of my pain.
I can’t escape you, can’t run from you for in that act death also follow, yet I’m dying now because of you.
I can’t stand the pain but can’t escape it, can’t run or I will die, yet I’m dying on the inside.
You are my life line though my love for you is killing me.
You sustain me yet drain me so I sit trapped, trapped by love and by life because you are my life line and I need you.

Love Me Again

You were once mine, now I’ve lost you and it hurt
The world now doesn’t matter, breathing isn’t important, eating has become pointless.
All that consume my thoughts, my vision, my world is the pain of your absence.
A pain that with each passing moment, second, hour and day become more unbearable, like a burn on my heart that’s becoming too intense to endure.
I’ve lost you therefore I’ve lost myself.
The part of me that smiles, the part of me that is happy, the part of me that find meaning in life, joy, beauty in every sun rise and sunset is gone. Now in it’s place is a hole filled with sadness.
I’ve pushed you away and you took my heart as you were leaving.
You were once min and I let you go, now I’ll do anything to have you again, to see your smile, to feel your touch, to hold you.
I’ve lost you thus I’ve lost my heart, I’ve lost love, I’ve lost life. A life without love is no life and a life without you is not worth living.